So.. Christmas is coming to townnn!!! I am soo excited!!! but.. ima sick potato! so ya this sucks, and christmas eve is tommorow, just why? i am not very happy that i am sick. but ya its ok its christmas i should be poitive! :)
so, i made gingerbread cookies which was awesome. also i forogot to mension that i went back to my town house, which is in alberta. bc of the holidays and in feb im going back to my school in sask! :D
So anyways about the gingerbread cookies. i made them by myself and i put them in the fridge to cool. and my mom and me are going to start using the cookie cutters and made a bunch of gingerbread people... also {i dunno if we should make icing lol}. i want to but me and my family are super healthy so we go all out to make things healthy. but im still a kid {teen soon} so i should have icing. wish me luck convincing my parents LOL. bc last time i try to convince dem they just like nu and nu and nu! so ya thats parents for ya. but still i think people should respect parents more. bc every time i talk to my class mates from both schools i go to {one in sask and one in alberta} everyone is like: "my parents are soo mean and overprotective." nah, your parents are just taking care of you, p,s if my parents are reading this they will be so proud of me lol!
i am not excited and not excited at the same time, ever have that feeling??? that is me rn, im excited for christmas but i am not excited for after new year!!! we have a big exam, yaaayyyy {not!}!
christmas is coming to town! everyone in my house is buzzing with excitment! well, its only four of us rn, but my cousin (s) will be coming over tomorrow. yay, extra gifts for me!!! nah, gifts are not what i love most about christmas. christmas is about Jesus Christ being born and family, {not for everyone bc not all ppl are christian like me.} time for one of my famous lectures lol! so, i asked my friends this question 'what is christmas about?' majority said, family, food and presents. wow, all of you are wrong exept people who said family you are half right.
i just came back from a short nap. it was ok. and im feeling better since i was sick before.
gingerbread cookies are ready. my mom is not awake from her nap yet, oof! she was supposed to be helping me with the cookies oh well ill wiat then. :I i gotta make like 50 or more of those cookies, my dang cousins are going to begin eating dem!!! why.. me..? {sigh} its okie, christmas is not about anger or pain it is about happiness and well being. wow, how wise of me?! ok that surprised me! anyways i might hafta make more batter for the cookies, a big oof for me!!! ok if you are reading this, u prob think ima stupid 12 year old. but ya.. thats how i feel about myself. but sometimes people gotta relize that they completely wrong about demselfs.
ok so im gonna tell u a funny story, you may relate. so, when u are exploring blah blah blah blogspot.com u might find a weird but touching blog. thats what happened to me it was called schweetheart & me. it was a touching blog about a girl in uni who was christian. i can tell you that this girl was in love with poems and stuffs like that, she talked about god in almsot every single post. i mean i have nothing against that but.. its kinda weird, i am christian and i go to curch but ya im still really confused! im reading it rn while im waiting for my tardy mom, ya not much to say. and wouldn't it be funny if that gurl was reading this? another big oof for me, anyways looking at other ppls blogs has rlly made me relize that everyone has struggles in life! like, you might think your the only one who struggles with depression or a disease or whatever it may be. ur not you can learn to look up to ppl u know. ok back to the real me, u prob guessed were i got that from yep its from schweetheart & me lol!
ok this def sounds bad, it seems like im talking about a random person. well to make it up plzz check our dis gurls blog on Lillian.blogspot.com! thx, for yo support! and ya, rn i totally feel like deleting this whole thing. why? cuz my life is boring and everyone knows it, maybe not. to be honest, i underestimate myself. and the only reason i made a blog was to open up to ppl how my life is like and to talk to ppl {kinda} about struggles. i don't feel like i am doing such a thing, ill try though and ill try to achieve even the small things like dis. anyways, continuing what we were talking about and about the thing being more opening up to y'all will def come overway. now lets not talk about other peeps blogs, i mean no one would feel happy if someone talked about your blog and stuffz. so, im just sitting here sipping my tea waiting for my mom to help with cookies, oof! well, i guess i shoudl be patient, which is hard. i feel stupid when i see how calm someone is or how patient they are. then i begin trying to act like them and be like them, ppl are different and i guess i didn't relize that. oof, another one of my big struggles. well i have an idea some blogs will be about struggles and motiv stuff, about life and lastly about school home and more. this one can be about struggles and motiv!!!
~ Emily
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