Dear Readers, Later today my parents have to a farther hospital for an important check-up. So that means I am staying with my grandma. It's not a bad thing. But I hope everything during the check-up will go well. Last night I could not fall asleep for some reason. I also felt funny. But I read for 2 hours that night and got over 200 pages done! Cool, right? That is another clue that I supposedly might be a nerd. Oof! Anyway, my dad has to take some solution that makes him sick before the check-up. Hopefully, he is feeling okay right now. Anyway, I don't want to give up much info about the check-up. Because it is quite personal. Anyway, I am listening to and working on my song! And fine, here are the lyrics. But if anyone steals them, you ruined my career, and I will have to restart my whole career. And God will punish you!!! Anyway, here are the lyrics... I might regret this. Chorus 1: I'm just a child looking for a place to dream! But there are not many possibilities. I know what I need, I know what I want. But I still feel empty inside! Yeah, I know, I know. Verse 1: My dreams seem to be hopeless. I see, see! I got devotion!! But there is not many things that I can do! But I try, try, try! I can Shoot through the Stars believing! I can be myself dreaming! This is my dream! My dream is to be me! Oooooh! Ok, I will post the rest of the lyrics next time! Bye, I'll post later! Bye!!! ^-^~{Emily}~^-^
Dear Readers, Nothing much happening right now! I am quite bored right now. I'm just watching some Time Loops Videos. You now Before and after Actors and Actresses and stuff like that. No, ok? Lol, anyway, after my mom wakes up we are gonna go for a walk. Which excites me every weekend day. Because it gives me a chance to talk to my mom. And she is always busy around the house, so we cannot spend as much time together. Which is sad. And the same with my dad. I mean he is not busy. But he is always playing HearthStone which is a game for older teens and adults. Sigh} I need to spend more quality time with my parents, now that I think of it. That should probably be one of my new year's resolutions. Anyway, I have thought of some good New Year resolutions. I know it's a little early, but that's ok. 1. To spend more time with family, and help my dad quit HearthStone >:) 2. Finish my song and begin making Guitar Chords for the song. 3. Never give up my dreams, ever. 4. Help my mom more with working around the house.
And Lastly 5. Use Electronics less. So those are my main New Years Resolutions. I know it's a little early, but that's fine. I'll think of more. Anyways, that is all I have to say today! And I will post soon! - Emily
Dear Readers, so plz do not question my messy typing. its bc i am eating and helping my mom at the same time. Not anymore! Now I am enjoying my delicious hot chocolate! Yummy! And I'm using a paper straw. And its dripping wet oof! Well that was some very delicious Hot Chocolate. Yum yum! Anyway, before I had my Hot Chocolate. We went for a walk. Now I wanna ask my parents to play monopoly. Lol! {Emily}
Dear Readers, Today well, had a potentially good start to the day. Like I might have said before, we cannot go to Galaxy Land forme and my mother is sick. :( Oof! And today my sleep was great!!! Which really helped me a lot, because yesterday I had a fever. Which sucked, because it was Christmas!!! But our family was really positive about that. Anyways, I'm hoping I can play some games with my parents because today is gonna be a boring day. So, yeah that's about it! I'm looking forward to New Year. But that's a while away. Hopefully I will get better by then. And hopefully my mom will too, and that my dad's stomach is feeling better too. I'm listening to Ncs right now, lol! I dunno why, It calms me down and makes me feel better about things. And I am sometimes getting cravings to play Roblox, but I quit and I'm not turning back. Why did I quit Roblox, you ask??? I did because it made me depressed. I did not know what was going on because I was feeling really sad all the time. We went to the doctors and I ended up having depression because of gaming. So, I decided to quit and become a more positive person. So, ya it seems to be helping! And I'm glad. So, ya I'm also making a book! It is called Everything Changes. And I am thinking of making a Series. But I don't want to be an author when I grow up. I want to be an actress or singer/dancer. But I don't think that's gonna happen. Because I don't live anywhere close to a place where they make movies. But I can try to pursue my dream of becoming a singer or dancer. I dance ballet and I have a really good singing voice. I dunno if anyone else will, but a few times I did create my own songs. And I'm on my pointe's in ballet so far and I'm getting the hang of it. I dunno, sometimes I wish I was someone else. But I always tell myself, "Follow your dreams and be yourself." Here are the lyrics for one of the songs I created {No title: Nevermind I will list them in the next post. Promise, I gotta go don't have time, Remember to be happy and be yourself!!! {Emily}
So, yeah... Today is Christmas Eve!!! So exciting, right? It seems like it! I don't get me wrong, I am excited... But... Ok, I'll just say it! So, I found out that my friend found out my biggest secret!!! I am so confused??? How did Nate end up knowing my secret? Just how?! Ok, I never thought I would be doing this. But my secret is, that my family is really broke! The only people other than my family know this is my best best friend Carolyn. She wouldn't expose my secret! Would she? No, she couldn't!!! Well, It'll be fine! I hope, I should not be worrying about this now anyway! It's Christmas, I should be enjoying the blessings from God and Jesus and be spending time with family. Anyways, we put our presents from us under the tree! And although I am 12, I believe in Santa! Many of my classmates laugh and me and some other students because of this, I don't think it's fair for students to be picked on because of these reasons! So, yeah, school is stupid. I don't mean because of learning, I mean because of rude people. And in my school, I think my school would get an award for the meanest students. Sigh, wow, I feel so grateful for all the breaks we get from school. Especially Christmas break. Well, sometimes my best friends can go to, like a private school or something. And we get home for Christmas and the main holidays! Sigh... Not gonna happen, isn't it? Well, what I would picture is a glorious school with not many students in every class!!! And everyone was respectful and kind and no one was rude to each other. That is the opposite of my school! >:( And we got dorms and food, awesome... Am I right? Anyways, enough about what I want! I feel like I am so ungrateful. Well, I'll work on it. My parents always say, "Be Positive." So, yeah! That's basically my Christmas! Well, I am mostly complaining, but still! Anyways, have a great Christmas!!! Anyway, more about stuff... Well, nothing much more. Soon gonna text Nate about some stuff so! Yeah, he better tell me how he found out!!! But, don't worry! Everything with me will be okay. But, I guess there is nothing to be ashamed of being broke, right? Ok, if Nate does tell ppl I probably will be made fun of. But I'm grateful for what I have. I even have a house, well a very small one. I would not say I'm broke? But I am probably one of the poorest kids in our school. But it's ok! Anyways, I need to go! Wishing readers a Merry Christmas and a very Happy New Year!!! Bye, post later! {Emily}
So.. Christmas is coming to townnn!!! I am soo excited!!! but.. ima sick potato! so ya this sucks, and christmas eve is tommorow, just why? i am not very happy that i am sick. but ya its ok its christmas i should be poitive! :) so, i made gingerbread cookies which was awesome. also i forogot to mension that i went back to my town house, which is in alberta. bc of the holidays and in feb im going back to my school in sask! :D
So anyways about the gingerbread cookies. i made them by myself and i put them in the fridge to cool. and my mom and me are going to start using the cookie cutters and made a bunch of gingerbread people... also {i dunno if we should make icing lol}. i want to but me and my family are super healthy so we go all out to make things healthy. but im still a kid {teen soon} so i should have icing. wish me luck convincing my parents LOL. bc last time i try to convince dem they just like nu and nu and nu! so ya thats parents for ya. but still i think people should respect parents more. bc every time i talk to my class mates from both schools i go to {one in sask and one in alberta} everyone is like: "my parents are soo mean and overprotective." nah, your parents are just taking care of you, p,s if my parents are reading this they will be so proud of me lol!
i am not excited and not excited at the same time, ever have that feeling??? that is me rn, im excited for christmas but i am not excited for after new year!!! we have a big exam, yaaayyyy {not!}! christmas is coming to town! everyone in my house is buzzing with excitment! well, its only four of us rn, but my cousin (s) will be coming over tomorrow. yay, extra gifts for me!!! nah, gifts are not what i love most about christmas. christmas is about Jesus Christ being born and family, {not for everyone bc not all ppl are christian like me.} time for one of my famous lectures lol! so, i asked my friends this question 'what is christmas about?' majority said, family, food and presents. wow, all of you are wrong exept people who said family you are half right.
i just came back from a short nap. it was ok. and im feeling better since i was sick before.
gingerbread cookies are ready. my mom is not awake from her nap yet, oof! she was supposed to be helping me with the cookies oh well ill wiat then. :I i gotta make like 50 or more of those cookies, my dang cousins are going to begin eating dem!!! why.. me..? {sigh} its okie, christmas is not about anger or pain it is about happiness and well being. wow, how wise of me?! ok that surprised me! anyways i might hafta make more batter for the cookies, a big oof for me!!! ok if you are reading this, u prob think ima stupid 12 year old. but ya.. thats how i feel about myself. but sometimes people gotta relize that they completely wrong about demselfs.
ok so im gonna tell u a funny story, you may relate. so, when u are exploring blah blah blah blogspot.com u might find a weird but touching blog. thats what happened to me it was called schweetheart & me. it was a touching blog about a girl in uni who was christian. i can tell you that this girl was in love with poems and stuffs like that, she talked about god in almsot every single post. i mean i have nothing against that but.. its kinda weird, i am christian and i go to curch but ya im still really confused! im reading it rn while im waiting for my tardy mom, ya not much to say. and wouldn't it be funny if that gurl was reading this? another big oof for me, anyways looking at other ppls blogs has rlly made me relize that everyone has struggles in life! like, you might think your the only one who struggles with depression or a disease or whatever it may be. ur not you can learn to look up to ppl u know. ok back to the real me, u prob guessed were i got that from yep its from schweetheart & me lol!
ok this def sounds bad, it seems like im talking about a random person. well to make it up plzz check our dis gurls blog on Lillian.blogspot.com! thx, for yo support! and ya, rn i totally feel like deleting this whole thing. why? cuz my life is boring and everyone knows it, maybe not. to be honest, i underestimate myself. and the only reason i made a blog was to open up to ppl how my life is like and to talk to ppl {kinda} about struggles. i don't feel like i am doing such a thing, ill try though and ill try to achieve even the small things like dis. anyways, continuing what we were talking about and about the thing being more opening up to y'all will def come overway. now lets not talk about other peeps blogs, i mean no one would feel happy if someone talked about your blog and stuffz. so, im just sitting here sipping my tea waiting for my mom to help with cookies, oof! well, i guess i shoudl be patient, which is hard. i feel stupid when i see how calm someone is or how patient they are. then i begin trying to act like them and be like them, ppl are different and i guess i didn't relize that. oof, another one of my big struggles. well i have an idea some blogs will be about struggles and motiv stuff, about life and lastly about school home and more. this one can be about struggles and motiv!!!
Today is Canada day! But it's raining, so we can't go to parade. And we're pretty sure it's canceled anyways, I just hate the rain. It rains way too much these days, and today should have been a sunny happy day.
So, none of my family feels like ourselves. Probably because we did not get enough sleep, because we went camping yesterday. Hopefully the sun comes out and it stops raining, so I can go outside and roller blade with Misi and maybe Carter and Brayden. And i feel like the weather is affecting our mood too, because we feel really tired too. But anyways, like my parents always say "Positivity is all what matters." -Emily ;)
Hi! Sorry I have not posted on this blog for a while. I just can't post on 5 blogs everyday. I'm just too busy. And I'm planning to play with friends a lot in the summer. So..... I will be posting on 1 blog almost everyday.
Just saying this is a link to song you have to listen to. If you want to. But I highly recommend it. Comment down below if you like it!
Okay so I made a second post for the same thing because I want to show a video of the fireworks and to talk about my igloo.
Okay just saying this is last years fireworks in Edmonton. The sky is so beautiful.
Igloo: So our big piece of the igloo is a pile of snow that is like a mountain it freezes overnight so it becomes tougher. Also we are making mini houses for all of us. Im the only one who has started making one though. Because it is always cold so we dont play so often.
Okay I cannot contain my excitement. As you now from the title today is New year. But... Yesturday is a little more exciting. Because thats when we have a family dinner. But sadly me and my family could not see the fireworks. Here is a link about them: https://www.todocanada.ca/city/edmonton/event/edmonton-new-years-eve-fireworks/. Okay so the fireworks are at midnight of course I could not go. But in every country New Year starts at midnight. My dad woke up at midnight by accident. I'm a deep sleeper and I did not hear him he just told me. Another thing that has been going on is SO MUCH SNOW!!! Good thing though because me and Anshika , Misi and Carter and Brayden are building an igloo ( Well not really we just call it an igloo. Its not just were making blocks of snow.) Okay so yesturday we ate too much chocolate, we did not feel bad but we now we ate to much.
